Maybe it’s weird for me to still be thinking about you so much, but I do. I just wanted you to know that. Juliana still brings up the miscarriage, and recently got herself very worked up over having lost “her brother” before he was even born. I had to explain to her that if I hadn’t had your miscarriage, then we wouldn’t also be blessed with Anneliese, whom she adores. Why should I still feel so badly about you when it was so early on that I lost you? Why does it still make me sad when most people don’t think there was a “you” that early on to feel sadly about?